Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Wide Awake

August 15th. The Wedding. Onika Tanya Maraj-Samuels & Safaree Lloyd Samuels.

Nicki woke up from her dream, breathing heavily. Sweat at a maximum. It was just a dream. 

Why would she have a dream like that? Who knows. Lately her dreams have been all over the place. 

She felt something move. 

It was Safaree's arms. He put them around her & kissed her head.

She turned around & kissed him passionately.

"Today's the day..." he said, with a koolaid smile on his face.

She stared deeply into his eyes.

His heart began to melt. She was so adorable, he couldn't help but love it.

"Oh Nicki.. why do you keep doing this to me?"

She laughed & got up from the bed.

She headed to the bathroom, brushed her teeth & got in the shower.

"God... Thank You!" he paused for a second.

"I'm gonna be the best husband & father possible that I can be. I couldn't ask for a better life. I really do appreciate you, incase I don't say it enough." SB prayed & thanked The Lord for all of the wonderful blessings in his life.

It's like all his prayers have been answered, although he damn well doesn't pray often. 

"Awwww." Jelani said, walking in on SB.

SB just ignored.

"Nah really man, I'm really happy for you guys. I feel like this is long overdue. My sister is marrying the guy she's loved for basically her whole life. You two are good for eachother man. You do good for her, she do good for you & you two will be alright." Jelani said.

SB was shocked. He's never seen Jelani in a serious mode before.

"Thanks man.."

"Boys... Boys...." Mama Carol came in the room interrupting.

"Yes mama" they both said.

She smiled.

"It's time for all the men to leave & go to the hotel room. Y'all know it's bad luck to be here anyway." she said.

"Fine.." Jelani said.

"Jelani, give us a minute." Mama Carol wanted to have a private conversation with Safaree.

Jelani went to the room next door & woke up Micaiah.

Mama Carol closed the door & went to sit down on the edge of the bed next to Safaree.

She looked at him for a few seconds & then began to speak.

"W... words can't even explain how thrilled I am for you two today. The day's finally come. I can't believe my little girl is going on & getting married. I would always dream of this day to come. I'm even more happy that you're the man she's giving her heart to. I know you truly love her & would never do anything to intentionally hurt her. I'm so proud of you Safaree." with that she hugged Safaree & walked out the room.

Safaree sat their in his thoughts.

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5pm.

The wedding was set to begin in 2 more hours at 7 o'clock.

Joyce & Terrence had just arrived to Nicki's house to begin the process.

Time seemed to be flying by today.

Nicki sat down in her chair & Joyce began the process. Lashes, arch brows,eye liner, lip gloss, etc.

Nicki was going for a more soft, more natural look today.

Within 40 minutes Joyce was completely done & it was now time for Terrence to work that magic.

"Terrence!!!! Get yo ass up here & stop hoggin' my gyaaattt damn fridge."

20 seconds later.

Terrence walked into the room with chocolate all around his mouth.

"Ummm... Dafuq? Aren't you forgetting something?"

Nicki & Joyce laughed.

"What?" T said, all confused.

"Look in the mirror." Joyce said.

"Oh....." T said.

He quickly wiped the fudge off & washed his hands & began.

Nicki wasn't wearing a wig today, she was rocking her real hair.

Terrence started curling it.

"So Mrs. Samuels... how does it feel?" T said.

She side eyed him.

"Oh don't front on me now honey." he said.

She smirked.

"It feels great. I'm finally getting what I want & that's marrying my one love." she couldn't think of anything else to say besides that. She'll just save her emotions for the vows.

"NICKI!!!" Mama Carol came barging in the room.

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Rude Awakening. (Interlude)

DRAKE RELEASED FROM PRISON ON PAROLE!!

4AM.

The headlines shot across the tv, while the reporter was getting into more detail in it.

"WHAT?!?!?!" Nicki shot up from the bed.

She couldn't believe what she just heard.

She was going a mile a minute right now, thinking of all the things that could happen.

"Now Nicki... calm down. The doctor said this stress isn't good for you nor the baby."

Nicki tried calming herself down for 10 minutes & it finally worked.

She sat down on the bed to just relax.

A ringer went off.

SB was receiving a text.

Being the nosey thing that Nicki was, she went over & checked it out.

She put the password in (it was her birthday) & went to messages.

Nicki couldn't believe what she saw.

Some hoochie ass hoe sent Safaree a text saying 'Last night was great. My legs are still shaking. Lets do it again sometime. ;)'

Another one came thru.

'Oh & when you ready 4 a real woman, leave her & come wit me.'

Nicki was furious right now. It was 4 in the morning, but she was definitely about to set it off up in here.

"OH HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL NOOOOOO!" she yelled.

"SAFAREEEEE GET YA BITCH ASS UP." 

She turned the lights on.

"Nic.. what's wrong?" he said, tired with one eye open because of the bright light.

"THIS IS WHAT'S WRONG." Nicki threw the phone at him & it hit his head.

Safaree read the text message & was confused.

"Nicki I don't know anything about these messages." he said.

"SAFAREE! FUCK YOU! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO SOME FUCKED UP SHIT LIKE THIS TO ME! WE ARE OVER! THIS WEDDING IS OVER! FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! YOU AINT SHIT & NEVER WILL BE SHIT!!!!!!!" she was spitting some harsh ass venom out at Safaree right now.

Mama Carol, Lauren, Candi, Thembi, Micaiah all ran into the room to see what was going on.

"Nicki! What's this about?" Mama Carol said.

"Ask this piece of shit."  Nicki said, walking right past everyone, heading downstairs.

She couldn't be in this house right now.

She put her shoes on, grabbed her car keys & headed out.

She didn't know where she was going, but she sure as hell couldn't be here.

"Safaree, what the hell was that about?" Lauren said, now confused more than ever.

"Just look!" he said.

He was on the verge of an emotional meltdown.

"Safaree how could you?" Candi said.

"I didn't do ANYTHING, I swear. I don't know who the hell that is, why you think the number aint saved in my phone." he said.

"Oh hell no. I'm bout to call this lil floozy up." Candi said, ignoring what Safaree said.

Mama Carol just stood there in disbelief, that Safaree would even do something like this to betray Nicki.

Candi dialed the number, but on her phone.

"Hello?" the person said.

"Wait... is this DRAKE?!?!?" Candi said.

"DRAKE?!?!?!?!" everyone else said.



Saturday, August 4, 2012

Young Forever/Evil Past

1 month later . . . .

Nicki had just wrapped up the North American part of the Pink Friday Arena Tour. In 3 1/2 weeks she was headed to Spain to kick off the international leg of the tour. She was really excited.

More importantly, she was getting married in 6 days....


Also 2 1/2 months pregnant.


So many new blessings being welcomed into their life :).

It was now 6pm & Nicki had just finished up a meeting with her wedding planner. She hadn't had much time to wedding plan lately because of the tour & all, but she really trusted her planner with everything.

For the past week, thoughts of Nicki's first love, Jason, had been constantly running through her mind. Nicki & Jason had been together for 4 years. Nicki was IN LOVE, with that guy. In love was an understatement. She would do anything for that guy. It was pure & true. The day after Nicki & Jason's graduation, he was shot to death. 

This guy that Jason used to be friends with wanted Nicki so bad back then. He would do anything to try & get her. So he took drastic measures & shot Jason 9 times in the heart.

It took Nicki about 2 years to get over the matter at hand. She was an emotional wreck. Talk about the Dark Ages.

Safaree had been comforting her through all of that pain & hurt since way back.

Nicki thought a way to deal with all these emotions was to go visit his grave. So she went & did exactly that.

She told everyone she was headed home. Safaree was in San Diego, so she wouldn't have to hear his mouth about this.

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"So I came here to let you know some good news." she waited a couple seconds before saying it.

 I'm getting married." Nicki showed the tombstone her ring, imagining it was Jason.

" I have two surprises actually....." she said, lifting up her shirt.

"Our son found it's way back, I guess." she said trying to cheer up.

"I'm so excited." 

..............................

Nicki had just gone on for about 2 hours just talking to "Jason" & reminiscing on all the good times they had. This was really making her feel better & she was kind of happy she did this.

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"He treats me right. Just like you did. He loves me unconditionally. Just like you did. I love him. I still love you. I feel that deep down, you're somehow in spirits me, contacting me through Safaree. I ju......" Nicki began breaking down in tears.

Nicki whipped out a note, that she had written down. She would always write things & share them with Jason. She didn't normally do that with people, but she knew he would never judge her.

"Frozen in time, you'll always be mine, baby boy you'll be young forever. I love you. I thought that you'd come back for me, and take me away. I wished & wished it was real, could you imagine how I feel? Only to find out it was a dream. I miss you everyday. I really wanna be with you, but you're away. You'll always be mine. I'll always be yours. I know you're watching over me carefully. I know that you're guiding me through the right pa......"

Nicki was sobbing uncontrollably before she could finish anymore of it.

" I miss you soo much." she said.

"Nicki...." she had heard a voice.

"Jason?" she quickly got up & looked around.

To her surprise, it wasn't him. The surprise is who it was. It was Safaree. How'd he know where to find her? Here of all places he thought of? She was happy to see him. She thought that was a sign that everything she had just said to Jason meant that Jason heard her & is still looking over her.

She ran to her fiance & jumped in his arms.

Very long embrace this was.

"How'd you know where to find me?" Nicki said.

"I've seen the way you've been acting, I knew what was up." SB said.

"Oh.." she said, in a quiet manner.

"Ok all this extra weight on you is kinda hard to hold."


He put Nicki down.


She punched him in the arm.


"Owww." he said."


"Good for you ugly." she laughed.


They walked off & got in the car, now heading home.

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5 days later ...


Everything was just going on so quickly. Changing in a New York minute. It's funny because everyone was acting more chaotic than her & it was her wedding.


She felt she had nothing to worry about. She was marrying the love of her life tomorrow, whom she's known her whole life.


"Nicki stop day dreaming, we have work to do." Mama Carol said for the 6th time.


'Whatever Nicki was thinking about, she must've been in deep thought' Mama Carol thought.


"Mom, calm down. Everything's under control. And aren't I supposed to be the one freaking out? You're like a mom-zilla right now." Nicki said, laughing.


"I'm just trying to make this day absolutely perfect for my daughter." Mama Carol said, sincerely.


"Mom... this huge wedding isn't what's going to make the day perfect. Just marrying the love of my life will." Nicki said.


Mama Carol just smiled. She loved how inlove with SB Nicki was.


She hugged Nicki & then walked back into the kitchen to cook dinner for the full house. It was Nicki's parents, Nicki's brothers, Safaree's parents & sister, Candi, Lauren, Iesha, Thembi.


Safaree had been behind the wall, listening to every word Nicki just said. He could have sworn he just shed a tear.


"Now you said you wouldn't do this." SB said to himself, reminding himself not to cry tonight or tomorrow.

"Babe..." Nicki said, loudly. Thinking he was upstairs. She felt like she hadn't seen him all day.


"Right here boo." He came up from behind her & kissed her on the lips.


"Eww." Micaiah said, he hated seeing his sister or mother kiss their men.


"Caiah, give us a minute." Nicki said.

He ran off into the kitchen to continue eating his cookies.


Nicki just stared into SB's eyes. Whenever she did this, she held the glance for a really long time.


SB hated it at times. He became so weak. He wanted to look away, but it's like her eyes were controlling his in a way.


"I love you... I've always loved you." he said, in the sincerest way possible.


Nicki blushed.


"I love you too husband. More than you'll ever know." Nicki said, kissing SB.


"Can you believe we are getting married tomorrow?" SB said.


"Wow... It feels . . .  . amazing. Like . . . tomorrow's the day." she said.


"I know li.."


Nicki heard a glass drop in the kitchen.


She pushed Safaree off of her.


"Oh hell no!!" Nicki said, getting up quickly. Hoping they didn't break her favorite China dish.


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NICKI MINAJ & HER FANTASY WEDDING TOMORROW!!


The headlines flew across the tv, on what seemed like EVERY channel.


"WHATTTTTT?!?!?!?" Drake said.


"Man....." Josh said.


"You know I'm not letting this happen, right?" Drake said.


"You are not bout to break up they wedding" Josh said.


"Yes I is. That's MY woman." Drizzy said.


"But does she know?" Josh mumbled.


Drake heard him, but decided to ignore because he knew it was true.


He had to find out some way to stop this wedding.


Drake had just been released on parole, a little over 2 weeks ago. His life was basically over. Wayne dropped him from the label, immediately, once Nicki told him about everything. His family didn't like any of it, one bit. Fans were disgusted by his behavior, with the whole shooting.


Nicki knew NOTHING about his release, although it was all over the news as well.


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" I GOT IT!" Drake said, screaming in the middle of the night. 


Operation destroy wedding, was now in FULL AFFECT.



Sunday, July 8, 2012

Bundle of Joy.

2 weeks later...

Pink Friday Tour 2. Washington, DC. 10th stop.


Nicki slowly escalated onto the stage, as I'm The Best dropped. She was wrapped around in a pink superwoman cape, with a golden crown, Guiseppe pumps & a tight fitting bathing suit underneath the cape. 

She wasn't feeling well. She wasn't good at all. For the past week now she had been waking up every morning, running to the bathroom, throwing up. She wanted to avoid the possibility of it being what she thought it was.


Pregnancy.


She couldn't think of anything else that could possibly be wrong with her, but she wasn't gonna jump to conclusions just yet.


She was going through wardrobe change, for the second set of her show.


Fire Burns dropped & she walked onto the stage, singing. She was giving this performance her all, slaying with vocals. Yass ma'am, she was. Fire Burns then transitioned into Save Me.


She was really feeling herself from how much praise she was getting tonight. She did the song acapella.



2 hrs later....

She walked off stage for the last time. After all the wardrobe changes & all, she was exhausted.

She began walking down the stairs & Safaree was waiting there for her, holding out his hand.

Nicki's eyes rolled to the back of her head & she stumbled down the stairs.

"Nicki!!!!!!!!!"

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The next morning.


After a long night of chaos at the hospital Nicki finally wakes up.


She looked around the room, not knowing where she was.


She saw Safaree passed out on the couch at the other side of the room.


"Faree!" she said, in a whiny voice.


"Hmmm." he said, not moving or opening his eyes. He was so tired. He didn't lay down until an hour ago. He was really worried about her.


"Why are we here?" she said.


"You fainted after walking off stage last night."


"Really?? I don't remember that." she didn't remember a thing about last night, it was a blur to her.


"Yeah. The doctor's took some tests to see what's good, they'll be back with results soon."


Nicki layed back on the pillow. She was scared that this problem would end up being a pregnancy. 


She couldn't handle a child right now. She couldn't even keep up with SB, she couldn't have another kid.


"Babe you good?" he said, in a worried tone. He saw how scared she looked right now. She was almost close to tears.


"Faree...... I think I know what's wrong." she said.


"What??????" he said all anxiously.


"I'm gonna wait for the doctor to tell you."


"Babe, no tell me now. This is serious, I need to know." he said.


"It's not a life or death thing, but it's definitely life changing." she said, trying to give him a hint. 


They were interrupted by  the knock on the door.


"Come in." Nicki said, fixing her face expression quickly.


"Goodmorning Onika." the doctor said in a perky voice.


"Goodmorning." she said.


"And Goodmorning to you too sir."


"Goodmorning Doctor......." SB looked for the man's nametag to see his name.


"Latsteen... Dr. Latsteen."


"Oh okay." SB said.


" So I have the test results back & now I know the cause of all of this."


"What is it?" Safaree said.


Nicki pulled her covers up more, scared of what the doctor was about to say.


"You two have been blessed with a little bundle of joy. Congratulations." Dr. Latsteen said.


SB was in a total state of shock. He couldn't believe this. He was about to be a daddy. Wow. He had waited for this moment all his life. Words couldn't explain how happy he was right now.


Nicki on the other hand didn't know how to feel. She loved the idea of having a baby, it was just bad timing.


"Wow...." SB said, with a huge koolaid smile on his face.


Dr. Latsteen smiled.


"Onika, I'll be back with your subscription for nutrition pills for the little seed." Dr. said.


"K." she said.


Dr. Latsteen walked out the door.


Few moments of silence.


"Babe.... why aren't you cheering? This is amazing. We're having a BABY." he emphasized.


"That's exactly it.. Babe... we're not ready for a baby..." she said.


"Ready? How can anyone be ready to have a baby? That doesn't make sense at all. We have more than enough, for financial support. We're both great with kids, especially you. You can't plan these kind of things, they just happen. Maybe God thought we needed this blessing & gave it to us." SB said.


"I mean.... I guess you're right & all babe."


"Ofcourse I am."


He walked over to her & hugged her tightly. He couldn't believe him & the love of his life were actually having a baby. This was heaven.


"Baby.... are you.... crying?" Nicki said, in disbelief.


"Nah, nah. My eyes is sweating. They need some AC up in this motherfucker."


Nicki laughed.


"Aww babe. So cute." Nicki said, pinching his cheeks.


"WE're having a baby. Woohoooooo!!!!!!!" Safaree chanted & Nicki joined it.


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"Safaree....." Nicki said, dragging his name.

He just looked at her.

"I'm thirsty." she said.

"Oh?" he said.

"Yeah, so get me some water."

He laughed.

"What's so funny?" she said.

"Get ya own damn water, fuck you think this is?" he said.


"But I'm pregnant."


"And?" he said. 


"God gon' get you."

She sighed & got up.

She threw a pillow at him.

"Love you" he shouted from the living room.

"Kiss my ass & my anus." she said.


"I do... EVERY night." SB said.


Well you wont be anymore, for nine months.


He frowned.


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Pink Friday Tour. 11th stop. Baltimore, Maryland. 


Nicki was just about done with her set. She wanted the big surprise off of her chest already.


She had planned on telling everyone tomorrow on Ustream, but just couldn't wait.


"I LOVE you guyz. Y'all are amazing. Each & every one of you. Thank You for this amazing night Baltimore." the crowd went insane.


"Before I leave I have something to tell all of you here tonight....." she waited until the crowd got quiet.


"The surprise is......................" she went on for about 20 seconds dragging the word 'is'.


"Alright y'all! I'm having a baby!!!!!!" she dropped the mic & started rubbing her belly.


The crowd got buck. Insane. Whatever. They went awffffffff. They were so happy for her.


"Mhmmmm.... I can't believe it either. Just thought I'd share that little secret with y'all. Let's keep it on the d-low Baltimore." she said.


They laughed.


"Well I love you guys so much. Thanks for the love Baltimore. Muuuuuuaaaaaah. See some of you in M&G in a few minutes."


She saw SB at the other side of the stage.


She started skipping all cutesy to him & jumped on his back like a little kid.


The crowd got hype all over again.


Onikafaree was all types of cute.


SB walked off, with Nicki on his back.


The confetti started falling from the sky & Starships started playing.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Hittin the road.

A month later...


It was 9pm.


Nicki was downstairs just thinking. Not about anything in particular, just thinking. She spends so much time with other people, that she just needs some time to herself. Fortunately, Safaree understands & feels the same way. They both value their 'me time' very much.


Nicki & Safaree were very happy with where they were in the relationship. They were getting married in 2 months. They wanted the time to hurry up & come already.


Before the wedding they have to take care of one last thing, the tour. Her first tour date was tomorrow. She was ready to get back on the rode, even though she just came off of the rode about a month ago from her last tour. She promised 2 tours & kept to her word. The first date was out here in LA at the Staples Center & then the next at the Nokia Theatre. Then she would be going from her home to her tour bus. Which is amazing by the way, beautifully decored. Felt just like home.


Safaree was upstairs watching the basketball game, LA Lakers vs. Miami Heat. He would've went to the game, but felt like spending their last free day together at home. He figured he'd go check up on Nicki. 


He turned the tv off & headed downstairs.


"See ya tomorrow Staples Center." he said, walking down.


He saw Nicki looking out the window, at the moon. She always did this. She rather enjoyed it, a lot. She said it cleared her mind a lot. She wished she could go there to get away sometimes.


Nicki turned around & saw Safaree sitting on the stairs, staring at her. Guess he didn't want to interrupt her thoughts.


"Waddup nigga." she said, in her female weezy voice.


Safaree laughed. He figured she would be in her soft shy mode right now. He loved all these different sides of her. He could never keep up, she changed her personality quite often.


"Big Dawg." 


She blushed.


They stared at eachother for a while. Nicki loved this, Safaree on the other hand not so much. It felt like she was looking right through his soul or something. He became weak everytime they began gazing at eachother.


"You're really beautiful... yuh know that?" SB said.


"Thanks baby." she blew a kiss his way.


He caught the kiss & blew one back.


She caught his kiss.


Love.


The doorbell rang.


Their Chinese Food was here. Nicki has been really craving it a lot lately.


"Yayyyyyyy!!! Da kid hungry." Nicki said.


Safaree went to the door & payed the man.


Nicki walked up behind Safaree while he was paying the man & grabbed SB's ass.


Not with her tryna get nasty in front of people now.


"Make it nasty.." he said, in his Tyga voice.


He set the food up on the dining table & they began to chow down.


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Nicki had just gotten off of stage at the Staples Center. The crowd was amazing. Gave her so much life. It was a sold out packed show tonight. She was really looking forward to exploring the world again. She was offering so much more on this 2nd tour ( new wigs, outfits, interludes, songs, new stage set.)


Bigger & better.


"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! That was awesome! You did great out there babe." SB said.


"Thanks babe. The crowd gave me so much life tonight." she said.


They kissed.


They walked, hand in hand, to Nicki's dressing room. She was relaxing for a while & then off to Meet & Greet. Today was a special one, only for LA she was giving out samples of her perfume.


Nicki sat on SB's lap & just relaxed. She's missed this feeling. The day's just been so hectic, she hasn't seen him until now. He had some errands to handle all day. She was happy he made it.


"Mrs. Samuels." he said.


"Yes..... husband." she said. This caught him off guard.


"I love you.. remember that." he said, in the softest most sweetest voice ever. She loved when he put all that coon stuff to the side & brought out the sweet innocent Faree that she loved deeply.


"Well.. I love YOU.. remember THAT!!" she said.


She kissed him & then got up.


She got out of her stage outfit & threw on some cute pink sweats & a tank top with some rainbow boots. 


She was now headed to her first Meet & Greet.


"Got that perfume samples?" she said.


"Yeah, here they are." Manny (her manager) said.


"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" she said. She bust the door open & suddenly became energetic again.


"NICKI!!!!!!!!!!" all the barbz said.


"Hi barbz!!!!" 


She walked around the room, giving each & every barb their personal time with her & she gave them their samples of the perfume as well.


She made them promise not to say anything to the other barbz on twitter, who would get extremely jealous.


She started taking group pictures & single pictures with everyone.


"Nic, I was so scared when you began spraying that gun. I thought my weave was gonna get fucked up! Niggas aint got no money to be buying remy all day yuh know." one of the barbz said.


Nicki fell back to the wall & started cracking up laughing. This girl was so serious with it too.


"Oh verd?? Da kid was havin fun. I warned y'all asses on twitter. Bring a shower cap next time." Nicki said.


They laughed.


She kept around the room, having casual conversation with everyone & asking what they thought of the perfume.


She was receiving really positive reviews on it.


She hadn't told them the name of it or anything, just a small bottle with a sample.


She had been in there for an hour & a half now, with everyone just chatting it up. She loved being with them so much, she didn't even keep track of the time. Her meet & greet's were usually about 45 minutes. She didn't mind at all. She was having a good time, but all good things must come to an end.


She went around the room & gave everyone goodbye hugs & left out.


She went to her dressing room, got her coat & was headed back home with her love.


On the ride home, Nicki was feeling horny, so she texted SB. She couldn't say these things out loud, they were in a full SUV.


Wanna be wild tonight? - Nicki


Safaree just looked at her & smiled.


Hell yeah - Safaree.


;) - Nicki


Nicki sure had a lot in store for him tonight. They haven't had sex in about 2 weeks. She missed it. He missed it even more. He was ready to do amazing things in that bed tonight.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

What's important

It was August 15th, 2012. Today was the day Onika Tanya Maraj would now become a Samuels. She was ready. Safaree on the other hand, not so much. He left out 3 days ago, over a heated argument & hasn't called since. She was nervous, thinking he wouldn't show up to the wedding. How embarrassing would that be on her part? Why couldn't he ever stay & handle the situation, instead of running like a little boy?


It was now 3pm, time for her to walk down the aisle. She peaked through the window & saw Safaree getting in place, looking amazing in his red tux. He kept his jewelry to a minimum, she was proud for that. She was close to tears, but this make up had her looking flawless & Joyce would kill her if it got messed up, so she held it in. It was just such a relief to see him again. She thought she never would.


She began walking down to aisle, arm in arm in with her father.


As they got to the end of the aisle he told her he loved her & then gave her off to Safaree. Safaree looking nothing short of amazing. Perfect hair cut. Beard done correctly. No ashy lips. No crust in his eyes. No stank breath. 


The man started to begin with his harmonious testimony. Nicki & Safaree kept looking at each other, smiling & laughing. It was kind of interrupting the preacher, but he understood they were two people inlove, so he was okay with it.


They got to their "I do's", Safaree said his & now it was time for Nicki to say hers. 


Right before she could say ANYTHING, some loud mouthed ghetto hoodrat runs up to the alter & says "I OBJECT!"


The preacher asks what for.


"Safaree... baby.... you belong with me."


Nicki was confused. She's never seen this woman before in her life.


"What?" SB said.


"Come on baby, 3 day weekend we just spent together was amazing. I loved every minute of it. From the morning kisses to the kinky sex. ALL OF IT!"


Nicki just stood their speechless. She couldn't believe it. Did Safaree really? Wow.. this is a side of him she's never noticed. Who was this stranger standing next to her? This isn't the man she fell inlove with.


The crowd was a few feet back so they couldn't hear what was being said.


By the look of hurt of Nicki's face, Mama Maraj already knew what the deal was.


Tears started streaming down Nicki's face. She picked up the vase near her & threw it at Safaree's head. He dropped to the floor. She stomped him & kicked him a couple times. Fuck him.


"Sure had me fooled." she said & then ran off crying down the aisle.


She got into her dressing room & there was Devon.


"It was you all along. I should have believed you." Nicki said.


"I would have never done this to you." Devon said.


Nicki ran to him & kissed him.


"I love you" she said.


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Nicki woke up.


She was wrapped up in Safaree's arms. 


She looked around & noticed it was a dream.


Thank God. That would have been such a horrific thing.


For 10 minutes she just layed there, wrapped up next to her man, enjoying it.


She didn't know Safaree was up. He was watching her the whole time. He usually always woke up before & would just admire her. She was so beautiful & pure. He thanked God for her everyday & worshiped the ground which she walked upon.


He kissed her head.


She was startled a little. She turned around & saw her sexy man. She was so happy right now. What would she do without him? She would be empty, searching for something like him all her life.


"I think it's time you go, my husband is gonna be back home soon..." Nicki said.


SB laughed & went along with it.


"Shit... you're right." He got up & crept to the bathroom.


He peed, brushed his teeth & got in the shower.


Nicki just layed there. Fully stretched out on the bed. She slept amazing. #thatfeltsogood


She was also happy to be back home in New York. She was going to enjoy time with her family, friends & fans. Today should be a good day. 


She had her meet & greet & lunch with the barbz in 3 hours. She loved them so much. More than anyone could ever understand.


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"Hi barbz!!!" Nicki said, slowly walking into a room filled with about 200 people, smiling.


Some of them ran up to her & hugged her.


She took pictures with all of them & gave them autographs & merchandise for her next tour in a couple of weeks.


They were now having brunch.


Everyone was seated, while Nicki was in the bathroom.


She came out & saw everyone seated. She walked around looking for a seat, but couldn't find one. She went & sat on SB's lap. It was much comfier there anyways.


"Awwwwwwww." all the barbz said.


Nicki side eyed them.


"Stop it 5." she said.


They all laughed.


"Frontin ass." one of the barbz said.


"Excuse me..." Nic said.


"You heard me, fronter!!"


"Oh verd??" Nicki said.


She deeply & passionately kissed SB. Guess she showed them who aint a fronter.


They went insane for this. Everyone snapped pictures.


"Onikafaree is real." one of the barbz said, starting to cry.


"It been real! Bewp!" Nicki said.


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It was now time for Nicki to leave & head out.


She said her personal goodbye to each & every person in the room. 


She loved the quality time with them.


"Bye barbz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she said.


"Bye Nicki!!!" they all said, in unison.


Nicki smiled.


Her & SB left out & were now on their way to Mama Maraj's house.


Nicki started lurking a little on twitter. The barbz were being crazy as usual.


She tweeted the HD group pictures she had taken with the LA & NY barbz.


SB got on twitter as well & tweeted a picture of them.






She put her phone away & enjoyed the music playing on the radio.


They pulled up to the house, an hour later.


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Nicki, SB, Mama, Jelani, Micaiah, Candi, and Lauren were all sitting down on the huge couches in the living room. They were watching videos of Nicki in the studio back when she was in her mixtape days.


Mama was so proud of her daughter. Her dreams came true. Look at the woman she's become.


They put another video in.


It was a video of SB & Nicki as teenagers roaming the park. Whoever was recording this video, was obviously hiding.


Nicki & SB were acting as cute as can be. They were truly in love even back then. They were walking around hand in hand. The funny thing is they were only friends at the time and acted like this. They've been so blind for so long. How'd they just come to sense that they're made for eachother, well atleast Nicki anyway.


Nicki began to cry. Safaree meant so much to her. This is what love looks like.


She looked at her engagement ring & kissed it.


She kissed Safaree.


Epitome of love.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

All because of you.

Safaree got out the car & ran to the house, only to be stopped by the firemen.


He pushed them out the way & continued on.


"This is my house!!" he shouted to them.


As he walked through the door, the first thing he noticed was the kitchen being destroyed.


He looked to his left & saw some furniture knocked over & the flat screen tv gone.


Not only was there a fire, but they've been robbed.


He ran upstairs & looked around.


To his surprise, everything was just fine. Nothing destroyed or stolen.


"Guess we were lucky this time." he said, breathing hard.


He turned around to head back down the stairs & heard a noise.


He turned back around to his original position & saw the towels fell out of the closet.


He knew that door was closed. Something was up.


He was on his ninja ninja walking to the closet.


He quickly opened it, expecting to see someone, when in reality he saw nothing.


He was kind of disappointed. He wanted to kick some ass.


He put the towels back in the closet & went to the bathroom.


Everything was taken care of, so the firemen left.


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20 minutes later:


Nicki was still in the car. She couldn't help but believe this was her fault. After she grabbed her purse off of the stove knob, she should've checked it. She didn't


She began banging her head on the stirring wheel.


"I'm such a dumb fuck!!!!" she began screaming.


She was panicking. Thinking EVERYTHING was destroyed. She was scared to even walk in & see the mess.


She received a call.


It was SB.


"So are ya gonna come in, or just sit in the car all night??"


"Oh, I'm coming now. How bad is it?" Nicki said.


"Not that bad. The only thing that messed up was the kitchen. And the tv in the living room is gone."


She sighed.


"Well that's not as bad as I expected."


She hung up & got out of the car.


"Hello Nicki!"


It was Devon.


"What the hell are you doing here?" she said, huge attitude.


"Whoaa!! No need to get nasty, especially after this incident."


He started laughing & smiling, it was such a charm.


"Whatever." she rolled her eyes & started walking away.


He grabbed her hand softly.


"Wait.. I'm sorry.." he said.


"Rea..."


"Sssshhhh!!" he put his finger over her mouth.


"Just hear me out." he said.


"Look. I really am sorry...... for everything. It's just that I miss you so much. I'm nothing without you. Baby please. Don't do this to me." he began to break down in tears.


He grabbed her hands.


He noticed the huge pink diamond engagement ring she had on.


"What is this???...."


She told him she was getting married & all, but he thought she wasn't actually serious about it.


"He's a man. A real man. What I want & need. My future. Everything you're not." she said.


She didn't want to be rude towards him, since he was all up in his feelings today. But fuck it, he put her through hell so why should she care how he feels.


She just looked him in the eyes, like they were having a staring contest or something.


"What's going on?....."


Nicki turned around. It was Safaree. He had heard everything they said to eachother.


"Baby..." Nicki said.


"No need to explain. I heard everything you said." SB said, he put his arm around her, not breaking eye contact with Devon.


"So you're just gonna let him destroy us like this?" Devon said.


Nicki was confused.


"Us?? Us has ended a long time ago."


"But Nic..."


"Look nigga, get the fuck out of here for I black out." SB said.


Devon stepped up to SB, looking like he was ready to fight.


He just examined SB for a couple of seconds.


He turned to Nicki.


"So you really love this guy huh?" Devon said.


"Yes." Nicki said, not knowing if something was about to pop off or what.


He kissed Nicki on the cheek & then just walked off.


Nicki touched her cheek with her hand.


She watched him as he walked off.


"Come on baby, let's go on inside & get some rest." SB said.


They walked inside.


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Nicki woke up to SB's arms around her. She loved this feeling. She felt safer than ever.


She slowly moved his arm off of her, so she didn't wake him up. It worked.


She crept to the bathroom.


"Where you going?" SB said, still half asleep.


"Damn how'd you know?" she said.


"When my baby's not in my arms, ofcourse I notice."


"Awww." she said & went into the bathroom to brush her teeth & shower.


She took a hour long bubble bath. She used her favorite aroma therapy set. Soothing was an understatement.


SB got up from the bed & went downstairs.


He checked up on the people in his kitchen, fixing & painting it over.


He was also expecting a UPS truck, with another flatscreen for the living room.


He wanted everything back to normal A.S.A.P.


"Good job you guys." he said to the working men.


He texted Nic & asked if she wanted to head out & eat, since the kitchen couldn't be of use for a while.


iHop? - SB


iHop on the dick, alright. :p - Nicki


I'd love that. Be ready soon though. - SB


Sure ;) - Nicki


Although you're all the breakfast I need. -  SB


Oh verd?? *rubs pussy* It misses you. - Nicki


Don't start ;) That's desert. - SB


Muuuuuuaaaaaahhhhh - Nicki


OMG Barb *kisses* - SB


Nicki cracked up laughing, he heard it all the way from downstairs.


He smiled.


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"That breakfast was good babe. Haven't ate there in a while." Nicki said, trying to get food out of her teeth with a pick.


"I know. Aint nobody fucking with they pancakes." SB said.


They got in the car & drove off.


Nicki just kept staring at SB & admiring him. It was written all over his face. She loved him so much. If it wasn't for him, she wouldn't be superstar Nicki Minaj. She loved how they could act like best friends & then the next be a cute couple. They could do anything together, she appreciated everything about him. There was even a time where she stopped believing in love. Because of him, she became a believer again.


SB noticed her staring.


"I know I'm handsome but... gali!!" SB said.


She came out of her trance.


"Oh I'm sorry. It's just that I love you so much."


She reached in & kissed him. This was an extremely passionate kiss.


Nicki was now on her way to a meet & greet that she arranged for her fans.


Today was LA's.


Tomorrow is NY's.


"You ready?" SB said.


"Mhm."


He got out the car & walked over to her door & opened it.